the only reason i'm writing now is because a certain someone(KRYSIA! YES ITS YOU!) told me i wasnt updating my blog. well, my life has been pretty peachy lately, except for the whole "cannot go for training thing", but i think i'm still going, secretly!! krysia told me to bring my shoebag on wednesday then sneak my glove to school on thursday! i'm going to do that! i'm super screwed now cause i just realised that i havent handed in like 4 chinese essays and 2 chinese comprehension AND THE MARKS HAVE TO BE KEYED IN MY TODAY! ohmygod. ohmygod. ohmygod. i'm freaking out like crazy i tell you! but i cant do it! i just cant! Dx Dx Dx oh, my block tests were pretty okay-ish, much better than EOY's last year i would say, but STILL! wtf?! if i fail chinese, i will kill myself, knock my head on the wall. and i got a new phone! whoohoo! finally! and its super cool cause now i can talk to shanny whenever we're both online! and yinghan is going to canada during the june holidays! Dx unfair!! really! and shanny is doing softball in canada too! which is super cool. apparently, if you can catch a popfly, youre considered a pro in canada! xD xD xD maaaybe, maaaybe i should move over there! there i will be like super awesome to the maax! but ohmygod, i'm super worried that i'll fail chinese and yet i'm not doing anything!!!! and what IS the 1st of september?? whats happening on the 1st of September? O.o

IGNORE MY PREVIOUS POST!!!! its so embarrassing. alright, today i realised, THEY STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND. which just really gets me annoyed. i mean, even after saturday and all the games we've played THEY.STILL.DONT.GET.IT! wtf?! and like ohmygod, the teachers keep trying to "talk" to us. but its reallly no use, i swear. every teacher tells us the same thing and its just stupid,  really stupid. firstly, if you dont understand, dont try to! just stay out of it already! secondly, if you want to hear our views and then start scolding us cause our views are like "incorrect" then whats the point of hearing from us anyway? seriously, SUCK. urrrgggh, arrrgggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH, FORGET IT, HOPELESS BUNCH OF SELF-LOVING NITWITS.

alison

i'm on speak chinese campaign with layshuen right now, so this whole blog post shall be written in chineeesee!!!!!! xD

终于，SRCs 以完成了。。。拿了第三奖，还可以吧？颖涵，你不要笑！我知道你在笑！不要hor. 还有，那个不算是英文应为大概大概是华语。不管，我要坚持下去不然这次的考试一定会不及格！其实，不是我不要学华文，但是，要学好华文非常困难，就说听写好了，我是会写那的字呀，但是我却不记得怎么读所以当老师把它念出来时，我也不知道哪个字是哪个。今天又拿回了另一次的听写，28/38 应该算是差吧？没办法，又不是说我没有学，就是写不出来呀！

今天说来还是有一点丢脸。。。就是，今天上课学科时，校长也在课室里观察老师和同学们。一天那么多课她不要来偏偏在科学课室来观察我们的班。科学课刚好又是在休息时间的后面。 当然，吃饱饭后一定会想睡觉呀！而且科学课又那么的无聊，我一不小心也就睡着了！我有很努力地控制自己，禁止自己睡觉！嗨。。。 真实的！

不要写了啦！烦死人！都不能把自己的心思表达好来！烦死人！！！！！！！！

B.E.A.T.M.G.S.

i cant open my eyes! Dx so tired. theres pretty much nothing that happened today, except maybe the match!!! ohmygod, i just realised that my pinky is hurting like mad especially when like i squeeze my hand real tight! baaah! ohmygod, its like paaain! its like right in the bone or something. oh, and you better pray that we can play on thursday cause if its postponed to friday i will totally murder myself. there OM!!!! spontaneous, i think its spelt like that. not really sure. i have Language Arts Block Test tomorrow and i'm here writing a blog post?! ridiculous. but i dont think i can study properly. oh, and i really really hope it rains on fridat afternoon! in fact, i'll go check the weather forecast now! xD hahahah! this is so funny, the goverment made a website SPECIALLY for people like me to check on the weather. http://www.weather.gov.sg seriously!!!!! this is so amusing. i have no idea what to write. oh, but that song from Dear John-- Set The Fire to The Third Bar is an awesomesauce song. i swear! i have it on repeat like constantly. i feel like talking about the match! BUT I CANT!!!!!! fine, i'll talk about these group of malacca students coming over to nanyang next thursday! need to get them presents, but i havent really had the time to go present-looking yet. oh! i'll talk about something stupid that happened yesterday then. so i was like eating at the 2nd level, which i wasnt supposed to be doing, and sumin walked by and i was like HIII SUMIN!!!!!! then i went to eat like a big mouthful of food. then i realised, ohshizz, sumin is the one in charge of booking people!!!! hahah, major fail. okay, i just decided to do something really scary, i hope i'm doing the right thing though....

alison.

wth! newton! why did the stupid apple have to drop on your head. because of that stupid little apple, now we have to study some crappy laws you make. wasnt the world a little happier when your stupid laws WEREN'T INVENTED?! acceleration? who made up crap like that? in like dinosaur time, it was called going FASTER, why cant we just stop at GOING FASTER?! why do we have to have ACCELERATION?! does using big words make you smarter? huh?! huh?! huh newton?! does using dumbass formulas to describe an apple falling on your head make you feel like angelina jolie? NO. it just makes you hated by like students of the time since you made that stupid law. why cant you make a useful law?! like oh i dont know. maybe TEACHERS SHOULDNT GIVE TESTS?! wth, did you come up with the concept of tests? so you could shamelessly promote your dumbass laws at the expense of the scared free time of like LITTLE CHILDREN?! i will totally write to Peter Chao on this. and yeah, you should go take Atticus's tips! GO STEP INTO MY SKIN, KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE STUDYING YOUR STUPID LAW!

alison

i'd thought to write a quick one since i'm just bored and hanging around in my room. well, ive got a new playlist! xD combine school inspired me to do it all over again, cause when the last one got boring, i kinda just deleted the whole thing. i'm still annoyed at the weather! its causing our matches to be postponed and that sucks cause i really need Language Arts lessons! i mean, i dont really care if we miss art. truthfully, i'm actually quite glad that i got to skip it. i honestly dont mind music, but art is just blah. but the weird thing is, i like drawing, i like art, but i just hate the assignments they give us! so annoying! i'm working on my playlist now, its pretty interesting actually. still, there are some of my old songs cause i just cant remove them!!! i dont know, but i think the rasmus is a awesomesauce band! xD you can connect with their music so easily and the melody is really pretty. i really like the rasmus, and of course theres placebo, although i only like placed ONE song from them inside. i dont want other people to find out about all my favourite songs you see!! like, what happened with owl city? when i listened to them people thought they were dope, now owl city is friggin everywhere! mainstream crap. okay, my playlist is done! going to put it up now! hmm, let me see, not much has happened except that we won the RV match, but i dont really want to talk about that.  okay! my playlist is up! do leave a comment if you have one! i listen to mostly alternative and rockish stuff, so for all you pop-listeners out there, you wont appreciate my playlist. actually, maybe All Time Low can be considered mainstream now? i do hope not though, they also screw up after going through that mainstream route.  oh, tired, but i'm just not in the mood to sleep right now. its just about staying awake you know?  hahha, today i received multiple friend requests on facebook, then i was thinking like, damn, i'm so cool. turns out it was the juniors! xD i wonder how training went with them today. hope they can bat now. mm, daphne found her glove so i can stop having panic attacks. and erm... lets see how su-min is going to handle her pre-paid card problem. pre-paid card is the stupidest thing ever!!! it totally scams you! how can one message be 5cents? and i'm talking about 5cents/page here! its a rubbish deal! whatever, i'm tired.

alison

HE'S ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know what i would kill to go into a hospital right now? why dont my parents let me go? jons like friggin going through an EMERGENCY OPERATION, he cant even eat, he's using that tube thing. and look, theyre cutting his intestines away, theyve been doing that since 4! why dont i get to go to the hospital? i'm not a littel girl anymore you know, i wont die from a trip to the hospital. i dont even get to see him once?! he's honestly my favourite cousin, i would seriously give him all my angbao money if he gets out of there! i dont even know what i'm doing anymore. its like everything is crashing down right now. plus, i thought we lost the match yesterday. okay, we didnt, but, oops, cannot post softball stuff!!!! urrrrrgggggghhhh >:( nevermind, i just created my emo playlist on itunes. okay, i need somewhere to raaaant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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alison

i dont know whats happening, or whats going to happen. it wasnt supposed to happen this way you know. but whats done is done, so theres no point in regretting it now, i just wished maybe we were stronger. well, i'm sorry, i really am.

alison.